Band: My band has just pushed back our mini recording due to what seems like lack in interest . . . THIS IS FUCKING AGRIVATING i gave over 2 months notice for them to get shit together . . . so fucking pissed. So now its in about 2 months if we dont have our shit ready for then im gunna ripe somthing a new asshole.

School: its school ,. . . yah thats all.

Friends: bah friends are friends theres ups theres dowbs tis how people are

The GF Front: Same old still frusterating.

Some times is wanna kill, those who are closest to me. I wanna teach them to know me and stop pretending to know me.

With the devils blessing ill fuck shit up, rape the friendships that ment most. Kill those who thought they would love me.

What is this love, what does it know. a love that can turn at the flip of a word, a sentance. Thats not love its fake a fake lvoe filled with maggots.

I wanna kill those who think they love me, teach them to know me, Stop pretending to know me.
fill my head with scars of what could have been and now learn love at a blades edge

find a steady hand with a crimson heart drawn upon its blade. Ill teach you what love is, ill teach you to know me instead of know me.





FUCK SPELLING YAH I DIDNt FUCKING EDIT IT DEAL THE FUCK WITH IT.


with that im achually doing rather well ^_^ till next time